Below is a letter I typed to our close family and friends in January of 2016 as we were beginning the Foster Care Certification Journey. We did wait until our Social Worker with CrossRoads NOLA came back from maternity leave. We officially submitted our application on July 24, 2016, so we must be certified by October 24. Our last Home Visit is scheduled for September 22. I share this below so you all can have a glimpse into how we arrived on this Foster Care Journey and so that you can know how to pray for us. My goal is to periodically update this blog to be able to further communicate where we are in the process and what specific needs we may have. Thank you!
“Is It Harder Than the Cross?”
“Is it harder than the cross?” My question was answered
with that question, and it penetrated my soul.
My question to Teri Hrabovsky in her “Multicultural Issues in Foster
Care and Adoption” breakout session of the Equipped
to Care Fostering and Adoption Conference was “How do you and your family handle
the difficult emotion of letting a child you have fostered and grown to love go
back to his/her family knowing that he/she could be going right back into a
terrible situation? I know it is so
hard.” Her response was
convicting…hard…challenging. I had never
thought of struggles exactly that way before….is what I am going
through/dealing with harder than what Jesus did for me on the cross? Mediate on that question for a minute.
Bo and I have been praying for years about the
possibility of adoption, and Bo actually approached me two years ago asking me
to consider fostering. My immediate
response, “Absolutely not! I could never give a child back!!” However, after attending the Equipped to Care Conference, God started
working in our lives (especially my life) concerning the great need for
Believers to foster children. John
Fuller, VP of Focus
on the Family's Audio division and the co- host of the daily Focus
on the Family radio
program, made the following statement in the Friday night general session of
the conference:
“If God has called you to care, then He’s
equipped you to care.”
I have been taught that
truth, but hearing it in the context of this conference, I once again was
convicted of how little faith I had concerning God’s call on my life. If God was truly calling us to adopt or
foster, how could I doubt His equipping Bo and me to do so, even in the
emotional part of having to let a child go?
Fuller also made the statement that “not everyone is called to adopt but
all are called to care” which is based on James 1:7. As believers, we all have been taught that
truth, especially as Southern Baptist as so much focus in recent years has been
placed on orphan care. Bo and I have
participated in orphan care throughout the years, but at the end of this
conference, God confirmed the call that we needed to take the next step of
bringing an orphan or a child who has been abused and/or neglected into our
home to show Jesus’ love to him/her.
When we decided to move to
New Orleans Baptist Theological Seminary last year and then made the decision
to homeschool due to the quite unusual school situation in New Orleans, our
primary concern was how were we to engage the lost in an effective manner and
teach our children how to engage the lost in a meaningful way. Our children have been in the Public School
System in Alabama, and we had a great experience not only academically but also
emotionally, socially, and spiritually.
The children as well as Bo and I were able to form friendships with
people outside the walls of the church and within our community. The children were able to engage socially
with people who were different than them—children who only had food when they
were at school, children who didn’t have the same skin color as them, children
whose parents did not care for them well, children who came from very broken
homes, children who needed to see Jesus and hear about Jesus. We prayed over our children every morning
before they walked out the door to school that they would be Jesus to these
children, that they would tell these children about Jesus, and they would be a
true friend to these children. They were
given real world experience of engaging the lost at young ages. Nic Ripken, a retired IMB missionary, shared
during Chapel the week before the adoption conference that so many of our
churches and theological schools are training “the sheep to be sheep among
sheep, but we need to be training our sheep to be sheep among wolves.” Again, a powerful statement. He put into words what Bo and I long for our
children….to know how to live in a lost world and engage the lost for the
Gospel.
As we have been living on
the NOBTS campus as a family for the past 7 months, we have constantly been
asking ourselves, how do we engage the lost? How do we teach our children to be
“sheep among wolves,” what does that look like for our family who lives in the
“bubble” of the Seminary and homeschool? Of course, we must engage with a local
body of believers in our community, and we are.
Our church is intentional about being in the community and trying to
build meaningful relationships and share the Gospel outside the walls of the
church building. However, we feel that
we need to do more. So, once again,
fostering rings loudly as a great opportunity to show Jesus love, grace, and
mercy to a child who has no hope, who has come out of unthinkable situations, and
“who has been among wolves”, so to speak.
What an awesome way to teach our children to love another child as
his/her own sibling and show Christ to that child through meeting physical and
emotional needs.
We would love to foster a
child with the purpose of adopting and bringing that child into a “forever family.” What
a beautiful example of Christ adopting believers into His family! I know it is going to be hard. In fact, in my mind, it would be much easier
to raise $30,000-$40,000 for an outright adoption than it would be to foster a
child and have to give the child back to his/her family. However, “is it harder than the cross?”
We do not know what the
future holds for our family. We do not
know what fostering will look like for our family. We do not know if we will adopt. We just do not know. However, we do know that we need to take a
step of obedience. We do need to continue
to pray and ask God to continue to direct our path as we step out in
faith. We do need family and friends to
intercede on our behalf. We do need
support and encouragement.
We are pursuing fostering with the intent to adopt through Crossroads NOLA, which is a ministry of Louisiana Baptist Children's home and First Baptist New Orleans. They act as an advocate for Christian families who want to foster children through the Louisiana Department of Children and Family Services. (You can read more about Crossroads NOLA here: www.crossroadsnola.org) We are assigned a Social Worker with Crossroads NOLA and a Social Worker with DCFS. With Louisiana, once you complete certification to foster, you have completed adoption certification as well….it’s dual certification. So, that is a good component of the process. Right now, we want to stay in birth order, and we will be certified for 0-4 years.
We are pursuing fostering with the intent to adopt through Crossroads NOLA, which is a ministry of Louisiana Baptist Children's home and First Baptist New Orleans. They act as an advocate for Christian families who want to foster children through the Louisiana Department of Children and Family Services. (You can read more about Crossroads NOLA here: www.crossroadsnola.org) We are assigned a Social Worker with Crossroads NOLA and a Social Worker with DCFS. With Louisiana, once you complete certification to foster, you have completed adoption certification as well….it’s dual certification. So, that is a good component of the process. Right now, we want to stay in birth order, and we will be certified for 0-4 years.
The statics of what happens
to foster children who “age out” of “The System” is staggering. Very few actually go on to be healthy
adults. Most end up on drugs, in prison,
on welfare, and continuing a cycle of destructive behaviors. We are praying that our family can be a part
of the redemption story of a child out of a life of poverty, physical and
emotional abuse, substance abuse, and unimagined horrors. We know through Jesus Christ that all things
are possible!
We look forward with
anticipation to what the future holds for us.
I will be honest, I do have to fight anxiety and fear. But, I continue to go back to the question,
“Is this calling harder than the cross?”
Love you all, and thank you
so much for being a huge part of this process for us!
Bo and Rebekah